THE day...Nov 20,2010

me (20-11-2010 00:34:32): I love you..

when I finally managed to write to you those words..(I SO wanted to say them to you, verbally..but your cell phone favored the betrayal of the moment..so did my destiny..or was it just another trick my kismet played with me. Someone must be having a feast up there!
Ohhh!!! how much I cursed the time then, called it awful. I didn't realize it was "the" time..the chosen one..apt for the reveal of this match me & my fate have been on (forever ?)
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The moment of exhilaration..--->

S**** (20-11-2010 00:40:56): ek min
The 'ek min' that felt like it stretched. for. eternity.

The pinnacle..
S**** (20-11-2010 00:46:30): yeah wat do u want me to say?

me (20-11-2010 00:46:48): say it..

S **** (20-11-2010 00:46:57): no dnt wait for me..

S**** (20-11-2010 00:47:03): u r jus a fren..

S**** (20-11-2010 00:47:13): nothin more..

me (20-11-2010 00:47:42): hmmm..k
me (20-11-2010 00:47:46): I understand
me(20-11-2010 00:49:24): v will always stay friends.. forever..i promise u that..:):):)

This is how the THE day ended it. Or was it just the day when THE inevitable END happened.

Dunno.. how to put down this finish..not an end to OUR chapter in MY life for sure..It is incumbent on me till "I" exist.. an impending end of "me", that I am going to strive at henceforth..
An end of who I am now.."The me" that was bred...with all the love of this world..for You, with You, the angel for company, I had my rearing in Shangri-La..!!! "Me"..That beats for you..breathes inside me..just for you.. that knows no other world but you.. You are the inner soul beating inside my soul..no wonder, I consider it life, only when I am WITH YOU..but as it turned out to be- "a brief Sojourn at Utopia"..
 as I got banished from my Paradise.. I, the blessed one!!! Can't be anywhere but where I belong!!! so all set for the yeild..the final Succumb..

As I, TheIncessantIncinerator get ready for my final battle..the Blood-Feud..
"Me versus My Essential Self".. I sign off for tonight...

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