An ode to a beautiful lady..

I don't know what love is..I'm not in and out of love often. Last time, the first time I felt something close, was years back! You revived something, I almost convinced myself to believe it never existed, at least for me.

I don't know exactly what I want of you, or what I expect of this (relationship?). I just know that every morning that I wake up,
the first thing that comes to my mind is YOU.
I want to see your smiling face, hear your sweet voice, your 'hmmmm' once,  my day can not get more perfect.
I wish I could see you smile always.
Take me in as your personal jester? (When I bring a smile or two on your lips, trust me my day is made.)
I pray everyday to be the solution to all your problems, that I can rescue you out of any inconvenient situation you get yourself into (God forbid)
Want to be the one, who you would pour out your heart to when you are low.. yada yada......

You're my Heroin! My thoughts turn to you every other minute and
I just
can't
drive them away!

or
maybe I just love it

thinking of you...

And when night falls, you are the last thought I think of and I want to, so that I can ensure, FOREVER is for what, you are there in my dreams too...

I want you to get all that you deserve.. And you deserve the best. So I am trying here, my best,
to improve my ways & make myself worthy enough for your friendship let aside anything else. And I know, this
try is worth everything to me.

I don't dream of being your lover or your best-est friend. Actually I don't even mind being your page, if that ensures my staying
with you, in your life, FOREVER..

As I, sit here   thinking of you.  As I lay my heart bare before you,   I can't help but indulge in thinking "wishful" again..
My dream of-

being the one who gets to watch every sunrise with you until the sunset of your life..and even when we are apart, you are the thought
I wanna embrace as I wake up in the morning..

I don't know if this is what people call love & if it is love

I AM TOTALLY AND CRAZILY IN LOVE WITH YOU!